Confessions pt 2

Some nights the reason I can't sleep is that I worry he won't be alive when I wake up.

Some nights the reason I can't sleep is that I worry what will happen if I have to move him and he cannot remember where he is.

Some days I worry about how to cover all the medical costs.

Some days I worry about our (lack of) future.

Some days I just want to be by myself and in a quiet spot, but I am terrified of being alone.

Some days I worry this is not all a dream.

Every day I worry it will be the day he forgets who I am and our love.